Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Happy New Year!

Well there's still two hours, but I'm going to bed. I know, lame. But that's ok. I don't mind. I used to love new years eve, but I'm not really into drinking or partying anymore, which I'm extremely grateful for.

I got a second interview at the country club, this time with the restaurant manager, so I'm happy (and surprised) about that. So perhaps I didn't make quite as much of a fool of myself as I had previously assumed. Or they're desperate for workers. It's really not an appealing job. Minimum wage plus tips if the waitresses feel like being generous, no benefits that I know of, it's out in the middle of nowhere, and the guy flat out told me the club members are arrogant assholes. Exciting! But I don't give a rat's ass right now, I need a job and I'll work just about anywhere right now (excluding, maybe, Burger King or shrimp picking.)

Good night all, and Happy New Year!

Monday, December 29, 2008

My job interview didn't go so well :( I think I acted like a moron. My mind went blank during key moments. *sigh* I even said at one point "I'm nervous...this is a job interview." And when I'm nervous I tend to laugh (giggle,actually, it's pathetic) and say things that are completely inappropriate. Please don't mock me, I'm down and I can't take it.

But I looked good, so maybe that helped a little bit. I don't think so.

No country club for me, so sad.

I have another interview tomorrow, let's hope this one goes better. This one's at a beer bar, so there's hope for me yet.

Friday, December 26, 2008

Got a job interview tomorrow. Hostessing at the country club. Wish me luck. I need a job.

love songs

fighting a war I can never win
where the nightmare never ever ends
and I'm not into playing
got into a war with reality
that motherfucker it was waiting for me
and I
lost again

Lost Again (suicidal tendencies)

beautifully romantic :)
yet so sad :(


It was nice. The food turned out good. People were happy. I love Christmas but I'm SO FUCKING GLAD IT'S OVER. Now I can concentrate on other things I need to.

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

yes, it's a poptart...

....and it's very patriotic, being shaped as the United States of America. I'm proud to be an American, a country where I can freely buy chocolate poptarts, and bite them into any shape I want to. Oh the wonderfullness of Freedom!

I spent most of the morning today looking for a job. NO ONE is hiring right now, but that's to be expected at this time of year. I need to get my own place SOON. Before I go insane. Living with your ex can be incredibly disruptive. I wrapped all of my christmas presents, so I'm done with that. No one is coming to my Christmas party. Everyone's snowed in, it sucks. My ex's parents will be coming over, however. Plus I can't get my tree stay straight, it keeps leaning over.This is the biggest one I've gotten yet,it's 6 feet. Really pretty though. All the snow on the coast is gone. Yay! I hear there's more coming though.

Monday, December 22, 2008

my new and improved blog

This is my new and improved blog.

Read it or not.

I'm going to take a nap.